ATTENTION

Ruiner - What Could Possibly Go Right - F.L.

1) Once Loved
what the fuck are you so afraid of? as strong as lions but you never showed your fucking teeth. long enough to strike fear in the eyes of the unbelieving ones who never question questions put a beleif in anything beyond ones self in fear...in fear we stand arms folded with our backs to the world and choose to ignore the risk of living and for the excuses each perfect word we use to describe why this is more than we can handle on our backs. the weight of being truly fucking honest, the days when being dumb and innocent were more than just excuses...its scares me to see the power you have on the tip of your fucking tongue so much inspiration goes untapped with each hand that reaches out for you, you turn and smirk, you worthless piece of shit. we stand in amazement at what you have become, a shell of what i once loved, i once looked up to...i once loved...
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2) Paint Peals
its one am and that tow trucks not here, it was due an hour ago. im counting high beams in hope of killing time. ive had too many longest nights of my life. im spelling destiny in gasoline...writing passages in sulfur stains. so this is it, this is how we die. this time isnt like the rest. if i could only be so lucky. inside jokes that tell our stories. im such a serious dude. now pacing highways on cell phones. this is such a waste of time, but time wont be the last...this time wont be...so one day i wont be totally angry and one day ill be short on words but freedom comes with a price but holy shit, who fucking cares? this time its for me, this time its for us. so fuck you, fuck you and ill never say...stop.
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3) Adhering to Supserstition
i remember just how it used to be when the nights were fucking ours and the sunrise made me feel so sick things were much simpler and those summers last too long but that feeling was as depressing as the day my eyes met yours.we always talk about getting caught up in the moment getting wrapped up in situations saying words we can never take back. a four letter word, the most beautiful of things but the one i used on you is the one i wish i truly could mean. i never said a thing i only half meant i dropped hints at being the worst man in the reflection, the one, i truly hate the most i want my life back days spent...months spent...years spent...saying...if i had a time machine...HELL YEAH
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4) Lock Jaw
again you open your mouth so quickly spewing out sentece fragments explaining your beleif in fairy tales those superheroes, those pages of assholes that supposedly set moral standards...with every ancient text shit onto paper explaining how we live our lives...i could give less of a fuck what you beleive... but to each their fucking own. there is nothing after this we're all going to rot... so i believe... we are the godless, we are the doomed.. too much of a good thing can make a man choke so before i vomit take a step back... you are not me... it takes guts to stand against modern day society and we will never fall in the line with the fucking sheep. whom herd towards a relic forged in deceit, placed in pride as a reminder of a finger that never stops shaking at you when in their eyes you have commited a wrong against the cloth this is my rebuttal. this is my counter offer...i will not fear you, no fucking more.
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5) Getting Over the Overs
yeah! now i fucking get it... what you meant when you said moving as far as i can will change everything... i never understood it then but i understand it now the options are slim, the placements perfect no one knows me here... and all those moments i spent screaming at the wall... hoping maybe your picture could answer back... and sometimes, and sometimes, i wish i didnt care. yes sometimes i wish i coulld never hear your voice...then maybe this would be easy, maybe this would be as simple as the way it hurt you, without thought or reason, without a shred of compassion.. and the fuck ups.. im never coming home. its so easy when there is someone else to blame but i see that same fucking face every fucking day. im spending every second wishing i could take it all back and you were so different this is the end. i never got it i never knew what it meant you only appreciate someone when theyre fucking gone and you kept drinking, until i didnt exist..well im sorry...im sorry...im desperate...im sorry and for once...im speechless
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6) Out Go the Candles
broken knucles, bleeding foreheads, shirt collars im still grabbing. accusations, rolling eyes, reasins im still pulling my hair out. those fucking chords stretched through broken glass never summed up so much. all of this to be raped of my self esteem and expose my fucking self. tonight, what could possibly go right? what could possibly go fucking right? every toothless grin (you are the few) im sick of saying, its just not worth this shit. for every kid thats waiting to die (you know our names.) im sick of saying, its just not worth this shit. no point in saying this will all work out....so many days i could go without but the point of it all is to never look back so i live for today and i die by the nights. these veins are burning fucking red and this is when i cant turn back. what could possibly go right?
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7) A Bridge Too Many
its not my fault what you did with your life. its not my fault that your dreams died with addiction. this was never about who was better than who, but i got out and you never changed. but fuck that town it gets the best of...
the young, hopeful, bright eyed, lonesome, daring, fearless, fucked up.... they aint going nowhere.
still begging for a chance but lacking motivation, still searching for a reason for being born.
Some would say the few, the proud, the worthless but this ones for the blind from broken homes
remember when remember when you said you did anything anything that fucking mattered.
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8) Six by Six
and wait before you open your mouth. when your advice was fucking needed i was nowhere. i was nowhere to be seen. i have taken advice much less needed before, but yours could of changed it all, yours could have been worth the time. you old fool, you thought you knew it all. and for that i savor each day, for that i am in your debt. the greatest thing you ever said was to just be happy, no matter what the fucking cost. now on that day i listened loud and clear i heard every fucking word. if not for bad luck i would have none and some says i still feel like shit. and when it rains it fucking pours and when it rains it fucking pours.. when it rains... when it rains it fucking pours. and im digging ditches but im still smiling, sim still smiling, im still...
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